One day I’m gonna look back at the photos and memories and feel nothing at all.
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07/12/17 3.44AM
For one month, things were better. My feelings were fine, went through days as normal.
But tonight it exploded again…just when I thought I was doing well. Had to pull out tissues just like those days. It’s just that I’m always alone..
The aches in my chest reminded me of months of holding back pains. Teared out and it couldn’t stop. Constantly patting my own chest to calm myself. My question is when will this all be finally over? Because the feelings did not fade..yet and I miss every single thing.
5/11/17 3.49AM
It’s hard for me to keep being me
I tried so hard to show and tell the world I’m happy I’m having the best time of my life with people through cams. Truth is, I go back home to my bed every night feeling loneliest, playing all kind of scenarios in my head, cried to sleep. Because the pain is still lingering on my chest.
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